I wish just once someone would call me "sir", without adding "you're making a scene".

I have a teacher who looks exactly like Leonard Nimoy 




Thought it was worth mentioning.

I go to bed at nine, just to stay up to 4 in the morning.
just thinking.

having profound thoughts, occasionally getting up to wander around.
thinking.
pacing.

I ask myself, just to challenge my brain,
exploring the depths of my inner thoughts.

sitting down, bearing witness the vast horizon that is the human mind.
in awe of what I can comprehend.
to sit down and be aware of personal thought.
to be able to understand who I am, and to further my knowledge of what I am.

to ask myself...




"what would I do if I woke up and my hair looked like Don Kings?"
"maybe I could dye it pink and go for the punk look. or... maybe I could just wave american flags around saying shit like, 'THIS WILL BE THE GREATEST FIGHT IN BOXING HISTORY' and 'ONLY IN 'MERICA"   get a big ass cigar or something."


"wouldnt it be funny if he carried those flags around everywhere he went... or like, when he gets old and senile.... or when he becomes MORE old and senile, he does shit like that.
Because, I can see Don King in a old folks home doing that."


"Shit, I want to be a half-crazed boxing promoter."

I daydream, I daydream alot.
A whoooooooole lot.
A hole lot.


one of the most amusing things to daydream about.. for me at least.
Is how I could make a perfectly sound social situation REALLY uncomfortable.

Example:
since I'm usually daydreaming in class i'll go with that,
during the yearly holocaust portion, where they go into deep detail about how much the jewish people suffered, start asking if they really turned them into lampshades.
and then insist on seeing a jew-skin lampshade.

or go into school, and when an obvious question is called, such as "who was the communist dictator who took over after stalin?"
scream out, "Ghandi"
and insist you are right.

another thing I do is I daydream the repercussions of screaming out obscenities in public places.

I wish I had something to talk about..
but I don't.

I nearly pissed myself with excitement over finding a score to The legend of Zelda: Ocarina of time.



I'm such a nerd.